Sunday, November 27, 2011

fufu berry

Don't ask me why I named this post 'fufu berry'. I just love the word 'fufu', it's kinda cute for me.

FYI, I'm not using Curve. That Curve in the pics is my mom's. I only use it sometimes for bbming and twittering. Apart from the hypnotizing bbm and twitter features, I'm not so interested in blackberrys.

Saturday, November 26, 2011


Hello there,

Many things happened today. There was a "Go Green" event held at school today, so we all went to school. Again, my teacher asked me to take the photos of the event, and also make an article about it for school bulletin. After that, I had a lunch at a small restaurant nearby with my friend, then we went to her house to select some photos from her laptop to be printed for our assignment.

When we was about to go to SMS to print the photos, I realised I lost my IDR 41,500! I really had no idea how I could lose it. Perhaps I left it in the small restaurant where I had my lunch, or maybe the woman who served me there forgot to give me the change. I got panicked for a while, thinking about what my mom would say. I knew she wouldn't be angry, but I just couldn't stop blaming myself. My mom worked really hard to earn money, but what had I done? I suddenly felt like the most useless child in the world. 

Finally we decided not to go back to the restaurant. We kept going ahead, walking to SMS. We had a superb day there! We spent time taking photos in the food court, walking around, doing nothing, talking and laughing about everything... Well, I could forget about the lost money for a while. I remember we laughed so hard when we looked at the photos we printed, and whispered when we saw a super duper romantic couple sitting next to us at Solaria. Ok, SMS was really full of couples here and there.

Eventually, we went home after we got tired of walking. My mom picked me up, and she wasn't angry at me. But somehow I still felt so miserable about it. Even until the moment I'm typing this.

After all, today was great.

Ok, got to sleep now, people. Gonna post some photos tomorrow. Good night, and see you! xx

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

a little note

Since I was little, my sister has been one of my best playmates. We had many things in common, we had shared interests, we played and grew up together. Of course we had quarrel sometimes, but it didn't last long. We're just like bestfriends. But then I realised, she's more than that -- she's my inspiration. There are so many things I could learn from her.

She may not get perfect grades at school. She isn't so popular. She's never had a boyfriend. She isn't the most beautiful girl. But one thing I always remember about her : she never complains about those things. She always seems to enjoy her life, she doesn't complain a lot like I do, she doesn't really care about her appearance and people's thoughts, and she seems quite optimistic. Perhaps I have some things she doesn't have. But I guess I'm not as happy as she is. That's probably the reason why I always want to learn from her. Such a positive aura she has.

And I'm so glad to see her happy face today. She got a surprise from her friends, she spent a precious time with them, and I'm sure she's still feeling so happy right now. I'm happy for her. 

Happy birthday, dear cutie! You're 16 now! You may grow older, but I really hope your heart will stay young forever. And may your dreams come true! My love always for you. GBU ♥

Sunday, November 20, 2011

weekend is weekend

Things make me happy this weekend:
1. My mom's baking ♥ which is waaaay too lovely
2. It's getting closer to my sis's birthday. Too bad, I don't have enough money to buy something as a present :(
3. Learning to sketch!
4. Happy Sunday churching o:)

Things that piss me off this weekend:
My computer! It's way too slow and out of date. I'm sure it's been infected by viruses, but none of my antiviruses still work well.

How's yours, people? Have a great one!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

call me late

I saved a lot of special messages (you know what I mean) in my phone memory card. Well, just in case I wanted to bring back old memories. Months ago, I tried the back-up feature in my phone, and voila!, I lost quite a lot of the messages! And hours ago, when I was about to read one of the most important messages, I just realised that I lost it! Geez, it really pissed me off. If only I wasn't that curious about the back-up feature...

Okay, enough with the phone thingies.

The fact that I hate being the center of attention, especially in public, really made me feel anxious. Am I too late to improve it? I'm afraid I am. Seriously. I know I'll need such skill in my future. I remember when I was in kindergarten, my teacher chose me for a Chinese dance performance for the graduation day. I practised a lot with my friends. But on the performance day, I felt so nervous that I wasn't even brave enough to look at the audience. 
Even until today, I'm not really good in public speaking. I often forget my speech, so I end up speaking awkwardly. Oh God, help me!

Got to study now, people. See you later. Good night! :)

Roppan fail. Made this last week as my breakfast. Somehow it was still nice ♥

Sunday, November 13, 2011

another confession

I always said that I'd forgotten my past completely. But last night I just realized that... it wasn't that easy. Maybe I no longer feel miserable or sad about it, but somehow it still affects my present days. I don't think it's good for me.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

my drug

Anyway, I've been thinking about tumblr-ing again. Well, I'll still use my old tumblr, but sure I'll change the concept - I'll not only post my doodles, but also some good pics I took (if there are :p) What do you think? Do visit and enjoy! :)
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