Friday, April 30, 2010

Blink!




That's an old Valentine card from Agnes. Yes, I'm still keeping it, just to remind me that she loves me. As her bestfriend, of course. However, the card's very cute, I think. Sparkling, pinky, and of course, sent with love :)

Weekend means no talking with friends for days. We can still chit-chatting with facebook, twitter, or so on, but I still prefer face-to-face conversation. But in the other hands, weekend means no boring lessons!!! :D

See you, guys!! ^^

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Sweet Little Things



My friends said that my poem's very good. Well, I think my poem is very melancholic and so... euwwh. It looked so emo and hopeless. But ACTUALLY, I'm very very very happy now! I'm not that emo. Yes I know, my heart's broken, but the freaky school-life simply made me happy. That's why I really thank you all, guys. You're damnly freak, but yet charming :)
Now I'm thinking about another poem. Should I post the poem here? Teehee xD



Today's mood : TOTALLY CHEERFUL :) :) :) :) :) *oops, I've put too many smileys*

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Freaky Tuesday :)

The economy project was a great success! And the same with math presentation! And the Chinese language test! And others! :)
I didn't think I will be very happy like this. Yesterday I felt very down and wanted to cry all day long. But now, I'm so damnly happy! Everything's alright and I have nothing to be worried about anymore.

 yes, I sold my mom's home-made cakes :)

a jar of love :)

so how about your tuesday? mine was freaky but fun :)


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Delightful morning ♥



Yesterday, 8th graders had a trip to Ciawi. Yes, for an outbound :)
I bet it was fun, but they went home with reddish burned skin. The sunshine was very hot, my sister said. Although, it was fun, said other 8th graders. Unfortunately, my sister hadn't taken any pic.
But however, I'm sure they all enjoyed the trip :)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Sometimes, a simple thing can be a nice object :)




Thanks god, finally it's weekend again! Yes, we're in the end of an exhausting week! :D

Friday, April 23, 2010

Nonsense

Gue udah bisa tenang sedikit. Ternyata proyek Ekonomi yang disuruh jualan itu udah 60% keurus oleh gue. Beruntung, anggota-anggota kelompok gue yang freak itu akhirnya bisa diatur. Dan sekarang gue tinggal mikirin nama kiosnya, beli stok barang, trus bikin brosur deh!
Sumpah, dari kemaren tuh gue stressed out banget gara-gara proyek ini! Yah, lu tau deh, anggota-anggota kelompok ini bukanlah seperti yang gue harapkan. Gue terpaksa milih mereka, karena emang udah ga ada anggota lain yang bisa dipilih. Egois, lagi-lagi. Tapi ya mau gimana lagi? Hahaha..
Well, setelah tugas jualan ini berakhir, gue bisa nyantai dan kembali menikmati hari-hari *dramatisasi*.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

If that's what you called "LOVE"

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Freaking out!!!!

Just had a conversation with my mom. I told her that I'm (terribly) stressed out, about those school tasks, projects, etc. Yes I feel hopeless about them. All teachers who gave those tasks, said that we should be creative and innovative. CREATIVE, CREATIVE, AND CREATIVE. What the hell is that?
Well, I feel much better after talking to mom :)
Yes, my school life is getting freakier. Seems like all teachers love to give us so many tasks. And the WORST is, I should complete them all IN GROUP. Yes, I don't really like working in group. Not 100% dislike, maybe. Just 60%.
Individualistic? I don't care, I just hate it so much. Especially if my friends are not in the same group with me, oh it feels like the hell is coming to me.
I KNOW THAT'S WRONG, but I can't help. So, can anyone help me with this problem? :)

Terribly Random

Currently it's 5.30pm.
It's raining outside, but the air in this living room is warm (or should I say : hot!). I'm typing this, while my sister is busy with her phone and my mom is preparing tonight's dinner. I'm very tired, but there are so many homeworks to queueing up to be done by me.
My house is very silent right now. But I can hear the voice of the dancing raindrops (??) . And my CPU... is very noisy. It's buzzing all the time it's turned on.
What the heck? This post is horribly random. Stop here and bye! :)

Monday, April 19, 2010

Moodswinging

Terus terang nih yaa. Gue belakangan emang jadi galak banget. Eh nggak deh, udah dari dulu sebenernya gue jadi orang yang emosian, tapi sempet absen. Tau-taunya, beberapa hari terakhir, gue malah jadi moody. Si Imel, Agnes, Rahma, Inri, Icha, Arien, dan temen-temen yang lainnya, udah jadi korban mood gue yang gak stabil. Bayangin aja, gue bisa tiba-tiba ngebentak gitu. Si Inri maenin poni gue, gue galakin. Si Imel dan Si Agnes candain gue, gue omelin. Si Rahma mau ngeliat hasil gambar gue *yang terus terang ancur banget*, gue marahin juga. Gue jelas ngerasa bersalah banget udah ngebentak orang lain, secara kalo gue di posisi mereka, gue pasti kesel berat. Tapi herannya, besoknya gue lupa lagi akan kesalahan gue itu, trus kembali jadi orang ramah yang memasang senyum tulus *nahlho*

Jadi, maaf ya guys, kalo gue marah-marah mulu. Banyak banget faktor yang bikin gue begitu : sifat alami gue, udara panas, tugas sekolah yang numpuk, stress...
Sekali lagi, maaf banget kawan-kawan :P

Game Over




Have I told you that we have broken-up since 1 week ago? Well, I'm so sorry for not telling you this.
We had been going out for 1 week, when suddenly he asked me to end our relationship. For some people, it must be embarassing. But not for me. We broke-up, not because a quarrel, a trouble, or something else. Instead, he gave me acceptable reasons :
1. He wanted to focus on his study
2. He wasn't ready for a relationship



Ah yes, we ended up that way. Very firendly. Though, it wasn't easy for me at the first time. But now I'm feeling much better. Do I still love him? Yes I do, but hey, we're just JHS students! Education should be our first priority. He wants to reach his goals and targets, so do I. I have no rights to stop him.
Hmm... he's still my bestfriend, however. That's fun! :P

P.S : I will always remember him as my first (ex-)boyfriend. First moments never die! I'm glad to have a ex like him! :P :P :P

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Fly Away

I'm going to take the final exam in this May. Geez, that's a short time, isn't it? No more time to be wasted. 1 month left to review the subjects. But what comes to my mind, is the time, which flies so fast. I'm surprised when I realize that I've been in this school for 1 year. I think I'm going to miss the moment when I first entered this school.
I keep guessing, who will be my classmates in grade 8 (ah yeah, finally, the senior-hood is only one step away :P) and I hope I will have Agnes or Imel (or maybe both of them) as my next classmates. We can mess-up the class, hahaha :)
But yes, school-life isn't just about friendship. I should focus at my study, instead of wasting time like I'm doing right now (yes, writing this post is kinda wasting-time).

Finally, the only thing I can say to you now is : HAVE A NICE DAY, boo! ;)

P.S : oh well, the pic tells nothing. It's just my old cassette. I love it because it looks so... 'vintage' haha :D

Saturday, April 17, 2010

The Smiles Around Us

Friday, April 16, 2010

Don't be sad, tweety!


Kata guru ekskul band gue, setan yang paling menakutkan itu, bukanlah setan yang mukanya nyeremin, alias hantu. Hantu, paling cuma bikin kita kaget.
Tapi, setan yang berbahaya dan menakutkan itu, adalah setan kemalasan, setan emosi, setan nafsu, setan kebohongan, dll.
Kenapa? Karena mereka bisa memengaruhi pikiran kita. Mereka yang manas-manasin kita supaya kita ngelakuin sesuatu yang salah.
Di saat kita lagi sedih, setan lebih gampang mengaruhin pikiran kita. Mereka bikin kita males ngapa-ngapain, males belajar, gampang marah, dan nyobain hal yang nggak-nggak -- bunuh diri, nyoba obat terlarang, dll.

Pokoknya jangan biarin setan mengaruhin lo! Lo harus menang ngelawan mereka!
Jangan biarin kesedihan membuat lo gak bersemangat!
Ga ada gunanya bersedih!
Lebih baik lo ngabisin waktu dengan sesuatu yang berguna, daripada nangis dan meratap gak jelas.

xD

Suck without you?



Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You
Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you,
But I can’t let go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Gimme 25!

1. I have one sister. She's Wina Witaria, 14. She's an 8th grader, in the same school with me.

2. I love chocolate (every girl does!). I like it when it's melting in my mouth, oh heavenly smooth!

3. Japanese ramen is my current addiction ♥

4. I study at Tarakanita Gading Serpong JHS, and I'm happy to be there! :)

5. Oh yeah! I love photography! Actually I don't have DSLR, lomo, or something like that. I just take photos with my phone camera.

6. And fashion! Yes, fashion! Especially Japanese and European style, which are very popular and common now.

7. But still, I love batik -- I'm proud of being Indonesian! I love it's pattern terribly.

8.Writing is my major interest. Love to write everything, everywhere, everytime. Hmm... I'm not really good at it, but believe me, I do something not just because I'm good at doing it.

9. No wonder, I really want to master English language. It's the most spoken language in this world, and I'll feel like left-out if I can't speak English :P

10. Number ten... I don't really believe the abbreviation 'BFF' which means 'Best Friends Forever'.

11. My dream is too study abroad.

12. Okay, I play an instrument. It's guitar. But honestly, I'm bad at it :) Oh, I want to learn to play violin or piano as well! ♥

13. Whenever I feel sad or angry, I drink tea or eat chocolate / ice cream. It works, boo! It never fails to make myself feel better.

13. I love eating, but not too much, teehee XD

14. I often have a bad-hair-day! ><

15. I like reading as much as writing. I got so many knowledges and fun by reading. Although, I don't like comics. I don't know the reason -- I just hate to read with messy-pictures.

16. Popularity? Well, I'm not a popular girl in my school, but I've got so many friends. Even some of the seniors are my best friends too! :P

17. Love? Actually, there's no need to have a boyfriend in my JHS-hood! :D

18. Eighteen... I love Hello-Kitty! A cute white kitten with pinky costumes ♥

19. Sometimes I prefer punk musics, like Paramore, Evanescence, Greenday, etc :)

20. I love movies, but I seldom go to the cinema for movies

21. Currently I like drawing in my handmade scrapbook :) :) :)

22. Oh wow, I'm a kind of emotional person :P

23. I'm interested at learning Japanese and Korean language too ♥

24. My first priority in this life is education. Without it, I'm useless.

25. And finally... I LOVE MYSELF! woohoooooo!! ^^

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

All I want is



 Canon The New IXUS 130

The reasons why I love this baby, are...
  • It comes up with 4 funky colour choices (I love the fuchsia one)
  • Fish-Eye effect (That means, it's just like a lomo! Yaay!)
  • Miniature effect
  • 17.8mm slim!
  • Other features : 14.1 Megapixels - Advanced Smart Auto - Smart Flash Exposure - Smart Shutter - 4x zoom - 28mm wide angle - HD Movie - 2.7" PureColor LCD
I'm thinking about saving my pocket money for this :)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I hate it. To the max.

I hate Tuesday.
Yeah, the uniform, the air, the atmosphere, and the boring lessons, which are combined in one perfect day. Hell yeah! Plus, I wasn't in such a good mood today. I got angry very easily, and I'm sure my friends had noticed that I was... under pressure. Sorry, friends.
Anyway, I'm now thinking about... being 100%. In all things I do, for all people I love. I should do all the best I can. No more messing-up. No more wasting time. My time is short. My priority in this teenage-hood should be EDUCATION. Popularity, friendship, and fun are just bonuses for my hardwork.



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 P.S : ah well, I've tried to write something worth to be posted, but I get nothing :P and by the way, the pic above is the pattern of my shorts I'm currently wearing.

Is it love??


Monday, April 12, 2010

Hiatus


Okay, have to write quickly.

I'm sorry for my absence. Let me tell you what happened on me. I had a problem with the ISP (again). It sucks, man -- when I want to share sooo many things in this blog, but the internet connection is poor. I felt like... lost connection. Didn't know what happened in the cyberworld, latest gossip or news... That's very painful, geez.
So glad I could back to this cyberworld.
And a little story to be shared? Ah yes, if you wanna know what my current obsession is, it's WRITING A BOOK. Writing is just like a part of my soul. Sounds ridiculous, hahaha :) but it's a fact.
Oh please, school assignments make me feel dizzy :S
Plus one special bonus : my own problem. What could be better than this? You feel wanna cry, but you need to be strong, because there are so many assignments and homeworks queueing to be done.

Finish here. Get to go. Bye :) :)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Wed Love ♥

Went to SMS with Wina and her friends : Vania, Maudy, Maureen, Michael Kevin, Christy, and Natascha. Well, our plan changed. We watched "CLASH OF THE TITANS" but not the 3D version. This movie is... quite good. Amazing and thrilling. Hahahaha :)

And these are the photos :




Okay, that's too much. Hahaha. I'm happy, LOL :) Sorry, I'm not in a sort of mood to write captions for them.

Wed morning ♥

Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Hi guys !
I'm going to go hang-out with Wina and her friends this afternoon. Yes, no wonder, I often hang-out with 8th graders, since they are my friends too (or at least, most of them). I like them. I feel like having so many sisters and brothers when they are with me :)
We will watch CLASH OF THE TITANS in 3D version.
Soon I will back with a bunch of photos (usually just 1/4 of total photos in my phone).
And oh yeah, school starts again tomorrow. Oh my god, I need to study and do the homeworks after hanging-out! :(
See you guys ...

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Freaking Around ♥


Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Kemarin tuh cicik gue diajak sama temen-temennya ke SMS, katanya buat kerja kelompok gitu. Trus kebetulan Mami gue menyanggupi buat nganter, jam 12 siang, dengan syarat entar jam 3 sore harus udah pulang, Karena gue pikir gue cukup deket dengan temen-temen cicik gue itu, dan mungkin kita bisa jalan-jalan bareng, akhirnya gue minta ikut ke SMS juga.

milkysmile

Sialnya tuh, pas kita baru turun dari mobil dan menginjakkan kaki di SMS, tau-tau, jegeeeer, kerja kelompoknya dibatalin gitu aja! Dan di SMS belom ada temen cicik gue yang udah terlanjur dateng kayak kami ini. Yah, nggak ada pilihan lain selain mengembara sama cicik gue. Soalnya kan nggak lucu gitu, kalo kita langsung nelepon mami dan minta mami jemput balik ke SMS. Bener-bener nggak lucu.
Langkah yang gue tempuh adalah menghubungi temen-temen gue, siapa tau ada yang bersedia dateng ke SMS dan nemenin gue.. Dan ternyata nggak ada yang mau. Masalahnya, bayangin coba, ke SMS cuma 3 jam, udah gitu nggak ngapa-ngapain lagi, siapa juga yang mau? Terus langkah selanjutnya adalah nelepon cowok gue, gue pengen ngajakin dia main di GarNet. Sebenarnya sih, jujur banget, gue nggak suka game online. Tapi karena cowok gue lumayan suka, dan kayaknya nggak lucu kalo gue cuma buka facebook dan blogging di sana, akhirnya gue paksain aja, gimanapun juga di sana gue harus main game. Gue punya account Audition yang udah lama nggak gue mainin.
Tapi, apa boleh buat, cowok gue milih ngerjain tugas di rumahnya. Oke, gue maklumin, kakak kelas emang lebih sibuk, dan tanggal 8 nanti kami semua udah masuk sekolah.
Yaah, akhirnya, gue bener-bener ngembara ama cicik gue. Ngetawain kesialan kami sepanjang perjalanan. Makan siang di Hokben (ujung-ujungnya abis Rp30000 juga), liat-liat buku di Gramedia, ngecek film yang coming soon di XXI... Yang gue sayangkan adalah cicik gue bukan tipikal orang yang narsis, jadi nggak bisa gue ajakin foto rame-rame selayaknya temen-temen gue (lebay abis).


Kita sempet ketemu Leo, temen se-band gue, yang lagi main di TimeZone. Niatnya sih gue pengen nyamperin dan ngajakin shooting video gokil lagi, tapi sialnya tuh di sebelah dia ada cowok yang dulu banget gue suka, pertama kali. First love, bisa dibilang gitu *malumalukucing*.
milkysmile
Jadi batal deh, secara itu cowok tuh musuh gue sekarang. >.<
Dan untungnya juga, gue nggak jadi main di GarNet sama cowok gue. Pas gue ngintip ke dalem GarNet, ternyata ada cowok yang dulu gue suka juga, yang ini kedua kali. Hebatnya lagi, yang ini juga sekarang lagi musuhan sama gue -,-
Gila banget ya gue, suka sama cowok, ujung-ujungnya musuhan. Gue harap yang kali ini nggak deh.
Kami berakhir dengan pulang, dan tetap bilang ke mami bahwa kerja kelompoknya tetap jadi *peace* :)

milkysmile

Monday, April 5, 2010

Callouts

1. Fashion of the day
 Cardigan : mom's old stuff  ♥  Tanktop : Giordano (secondhand!) ♥ Necklace : private collection
♥ Skinny Jeans : private collection ♥ Handbag : Elizabeth ♥ Bracelet : Missy7

2. Photographs of the day


3. Video of the day


oh god, I'm speechless!!

4. Mood of the day
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Bored !!! :\

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Ohlala, give me more ! ♥


I'm trying to find an answer for this question :
"Why do I write here very oftenly, almost everyday? Even though most of my friends spend less time updating their blogs..."

Well, they do blogging, but not as freak as I do -- even though I have no topics to be shared here, I really want to do this ritual (read : blogging). Maybe... I born to be a writer an amateur writer? Hahaha... who knows? :P

Iya, serius deh, kadang gue mikir, kok kayaknya gue kerajinan banget ya nulis di sini hampir tiap hari. Kadang maksa nulis malah walopun lagi blank, ga ada topik. Awalnya cuma pengen menuh-menuhin blog aja sih. Tapi lama-lama, ga nulis sehari aja rasanya ada yang kurang gitu.

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Hasilnya gini deh, posts gue otomatis jadi cheesy, gak penting gitu. Dipikir-pikir, gak banyak guna juga ya gue nulis yang kayak beginian, tapi gimanapun, hati gue memaksa gue buat menulis :)
Ada kepuasan tersendiri tiap kali nge-klik 'Publish Post'
Padahal kayaknya ga ada yang segitu kurang kerjaannya yang mau ngebuka blog ini hampir tiap hari cuma demi mengetahui update terbaru tentang kehidupan gue yang gitu-gitu aja. Tapi yaa, gitu deh. I love writing so much. Harap maklum ya kalo gue sering nulis-nulis yang ga penting kayak gini :) :) :)

Friday, April 2, 2010

Happy to be free

Finally I moved to unlimited internet connection :) And it's not as expensive as I thought before. Because of this little thing :

Yes, student card. Small, but yet useful (??). *oh no, I shouldn't show you my silly close-up pic :P*
I feel like bringing this everywhere I go, since some restaurants, bookstores, karaoke boxes, cinemas, etc. give special prices for students *damn LOL*

And oh yes, I feel like updating my blog more regularly. Chit-chatting with my girls. Uploading a bunch of photos. Browsing. Blogwalking.
But, damn, <1 week left before getting back into the freaking environment (read : regular school days). Friends, teachers, books, notes, formulas, assignments, homeworks, extras, exams... Oh I can't wait!

Geez, I don't really enjoy my holiday at all. No traveling, no bookworming (??), no shopping... Damn!

Oh yeah, before I leave : any book or music suggestions ? I need something new. Comment me, okay? :P

Thursday, April 1, 2010

In A Relationship ♥

Let's talk about this.

For a little girl like me (yes I'm 13), there's no big difference between Relationship and Friendship. I treat my boyfriend just like my bestfriend. And oh, even the word 'Boyfriend' is too strange for me. Yes I'm a newbie. I still think that I'm too young for this, though most of my friends already have 'their own' too.

Oh I should follow this advice : GO AHEAD !! JUST LET IT FLOW , AND ENJOY IT !!!

My commitment
And I shan't try to be a PERFECT girlfriend (nobody's perfect, huh!) ... I shall DO MY BEST to be a GOOD girlfriend (or even GREAT if possible)
See the difference?

Last but not least... Because I'm still a  little young girl, I shouldn't forget my education (the 1st priority in my life), my family, my friends, my dreams !! Woo-hoo, let's be a happy teenager !! :P

Candlelight

Last night there was a power cut at about 7.45 PM. So everybody in my house decided to take a bath and straightly went to Makro for a little shopping. When the electricity came back, we went home and watched TV.


 P.S : I even took photos of myself *yes, with candlelight*! :)
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