Saturday, November 27, 2010

shameless sharing.

Yesterday I saw a photo of a beautiful girl on Facebook. And she reminded me of someone : my arch enemy. Yes, she was the sister of my arch enemy. A boy I liked. I used to like him a lot.
I decided to re-read an old threat between me and him. I read the messages I sent to him, and I went, "Hey, I was very stupid!!!"

So it started like this :

I used to love him, but I knew he didn't. He also knew that I liked him, and he didn't care about me at all. Though, he still replied my messages on Facebook, even it was just a super-short message, like "OK", "zzzz", or "Oh." Like people always said, "Love is blind", so I didn't care about it. I kept sending messages to him, trying to build a friendship with him. Yes, I know, it's such a disgusting thing! The biggest mistake I've ever done!

And one day, I made a mistake and he got really mad. He started to hate me, and the war started! I said "Sorry" to him desperately, but he didn't want to. He kept blaming me, and his words really hurt me. Seriously, he was a Mr.Devil.
We had a big fight. But finally I gave up. I was completely sad. I cried myself to sleep. I blamed myself. I felt so hurt. Felt like I was the stupidest person alive. Believe me, it really was a bad day.

"As the time goes by", I met a boy who was much better than Mr.Devil. I thought my story with Mr.Devil had been ended. I didn't feel guilty, sad, or something like that anymore, although there was still a feeling like "Euwh, I liked him? How stupid!"

But I was wrong.

Few days ago, I found out that he still hated me... and I went so angry. "Hey dude, I DON'T LIKE YOU! AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU!"
Yes, I wondered why he still looked at me that way.

And I guess I really used to be a stupid girl. That's loathsome.

p.s Don't get mad, people. I just want to share this little yucky story with you :)

rust & orange

all photos by : vividblack

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

so many options around us

Look before you leap
Think before you decide

Monday, November 22, 2010

sister's happy fifteenth

So today is November 22nd. My sister, Wina is officially 15! Yesterday we bought a tiramisu tart from BreadTalk for her birthday, and today, at 0:00a.m, we had a little 'tart tradition'. I was really crazy about taking photos of the tart. It was very lovely ♥

Me and Wina. Rawr.

the strawberry looked so... sexy.

The birthday girl. I think she was praying (or making a birthday wish?)

To end this post, I wish her another happy year of her life. And may her wishes come true. Amen.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

if you were her mom, would you believe her?

Yes, the 1st term exam is on November 29th, and I haven't prepared it at all. So where should I start? Reading textbooks? Making mind-maps? Oh I'm not really in a mood to start this :(
Come on Vilda, fight!

How about you, readers?

Friday, November 19, 2010

with partners-in-crime ♥

Last Wednesday, I went to SMS with my best friends, Graw-V and Ms. Black Rabbit (Visit their blogs! They are great bloggers too!). We didn't take a lot of photos like we usually did, because I went so crazy because of something and decided to stop the photo-hunting (sorry friends! :D). We also met Maria and Nathasya, our classmates, there.
Then we went to Sinpasa for our economy project called "Market Observation" (yes I know it sounds so serious). There, we met a nice woman who was selling vegetables. She looked so friendly and smiled a lot, so we decided to interview her for this project. We found out that she was a maths teacher! That really amazed me -- that woman was really smart and yet friendly. I was completely inspired. Too bad, I didn't take any good photos of her :(
However, I still remember her sincere smile until now ♥

Felisia Kesuma a.k.a Ms. Black Rabbit

another flower photo (?)

Selvi Lorraine a.k.a Graw-V

Selvi, trying to capture the flower

Our fingers + Maria and Nathasya's fingers

Selvi's Onyx White
and oh, I adore her nails! ♥

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

black on white

design by : Vividblack

Monday, November 15, 2010

doodles business.

Me and my partner-in-crime, Ms. Black Rabbit, just decided to make another project called "Thematic Header" (I can't think of any other good names). We'll make doodles with different themes for different occasions, and then use the doodles as our blogs' headers. That means, we're going to change our blogs' headers regularly!

So, this month's theme is :

"Sister's 15th birthday"

My sister's birthday is on November 22nd. And lucky us, Ms. Black Rabbit's sister will also have a birthday in November, so we can doodle with the same theme!
Oh yeah, I forgot to erase the pencil sketches on this doodle! So ignore those strange strokes -,- but still, I love the confetti!
So, is my header nice enough? I'll be glad to read your comments, and if you want me to doodle for you, I guess I'll do it with all of my heart!


Friday, November 12, 2010


If you have to choose between your dreams and your beloved one... which one would you choose?

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Year-End Story

Hello there, little friend! ♥

So now we're in the last months of 2010, and I'm looking back on what I've achieved so far. I guess I've reached some of the goals I set on the last New Year's Eve. Let's see :

Goal #1 : Hmmm... I don't think I've been so diligent this year.

Goal #2 : Yes, of course I've met some new people and most of them are superbly nice!

Goal #3 :  I really have NOT. I fell in love with the piano *ahem* so I abandoned my guitar for a while. Oopsy-daisy.

Goal #4 : Not sure!

Goal #5 : I don't think so.

Goal #6 : Hahahaha back to goal #1

Goal #7 : NO. Probably I've been spending so much money this year! *sigh*

Goal #8 : LOTS. I've been writing a lot, especially about that cute guy.

Goal #9 : Hmm... maybe :) the good news is, I've been starting going to church every Sunday. That's great.

Goal #10 : I don't know. Ask my mommy.

Well, actually I had set one more goal that time, but I didn't write it. Here's it :
Goal #11 : Get a boyfriend!
Ah yes! I had reached this woo-hoo! :D I had my first relationship this year, and I think I'm not going to jump to the second one *tee-hee*.

Okay, I've reached 3 goals and I still have 1 month left to reach the rest! I don't think I can, but let's try :) So, wish me luck, guys! ♥
How about your goals/targets/resolutions by the way?

Sunday, November 7, 2010

classic doodles

Thursday, November 4, 2010

one day with ms. black rabbit

I guess I've ever told you about Ms. Black Rabbit, an amazing best friend of mine who is also a good blogger. Today, I went to SMS with her for our economy project and a little hang-out. And we also took some ridiculous pics, since we both love photography and blogging (and also doodling, but in this case, we didn't make any doodle collaboration). It was completely random and shameless! We took photos everywhere, even though people around us looked at us like, "Oh, what a fool!"
Yes, it's great to have a friend who has the same interests with you -- although I don't hate differences.

Felisia a.k.a Ms. Black Rabbit

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