Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Essential Dream

School starts in less than 2 weeks, and I haven't prepared it at all. My bookshelf is still in a great mess, shoes are still covered with thick dust (okay, that's cheesy), and books haven't been organized yet. Everything's untidy, and that pisses me off! Geez. And meanwhile, I'm busy with myself! (read : texting with friends 'till late night, blogwalking, drawing random stuffs like what you see above, etc.) Or maybe... I'm just too damnly lazy, should I say?
Well, maybe it's true that I can't wait to go back to school, meet buddies, and jump into the pool of freakiness. But I just can't stand preparing it! For serious! So wish me luck, guys!

And how's your preparation? Hope everything goes fine as you've planned :) The best of luck for you all!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Always Beside You ♥

Just in case you don't know, it's a tissue box! :)

I feel like making more inspirational drawings. For my friends who are in sadness, for my friends who need a spirit, for my friends who are in laziness. Maybe someday I'll put these drawings in my sketchbook and show it to my art teacher :P

by the way... Happy Birthday to Elizabeth Niken, my ex-vocalist. May your wishes come true, and God bless you, dear! :)

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Fabrics and Letters ♥

a quote by Oscar Wilde

 by me :)

 and another random pic :)

Saturday, June 26, 2010


This is my version of quality shower time :)

1. Make sure you have enough time. It's easier to enjoy your shower time when you don't have to hurry. If you are in hurry, just have a regular shower time.

2. Use your favorite soap and shampoo. Hmm... I prefer using liquid soap, but it's still okay if you use bar soap. Choose the one with your favorite aroma. And for shampoo, just choose the one that 'suits' you most :)

3. Use shower puff, and feel the softness of the foam (well, what's the best word for it?)

4. Love to sing? Just sing your favorite songs! :)

5. Use cold water for morning shower and warm water for evening shower. Cold water gives you freshness and warm water gives you relaxation.

6. Feel the 'water massage' effect on your head and back.

7. Imagine that your problems, pains, depressions, etc. go out of your head/heart/soul and flow away with the pouring water :)

8. You can use other products, such as facial scrub or anything like that, if needed.

9. Use a soft towel.

Please let me know if you can add more :)

p.s. Just found this : a very good advice for you

Friday, June 25, 2010

A Not-so-dark Secret

This morning I decided to take my dusty guitar and practice, after abandoned it for quite a long time. I enjoyed my quality time with that guitar, though the thin E string's broken.

And that little black thing is my guitar pick. Well, don't ask me where or when I bought it -- I got it from someone, FOR FREE. I had better not tell you his name. But okay, I don't mind telling you the history :)

I still remember the awkward feeling when he gave me that pick. So here's the chronology:
Few months ago in the band class, I borrowed that pick from him because I had to practice. I meant to give it back to him two days after that day. But suddenly he said, "You don't have to give it back to me. Now it's yours."
I replied, "No, I should give it back!" I said that because I felt awkward about keeping someone-special's stuff with me. But he refused, he said, "No. It's for you. You need more practice. If you don't want it, just throw it away." I didn't want to have a debate with him, so I decided to keep that pick forever in my pink wallet :) sounds cheesy, right? But I was awfully happy about that.

Few weeks after that day: things went bad between me and him, I never wanted to touch it again. But now, months after that big fight, I've forgiven him (though he's never said sorry) and forgotten all about him. Nowadays, it feels like this pick is just like an ordinary pick without any stories behind it. I don't care anymore about the whole brokenheart-thingy. I just's no use to consider someone as my enemy. Right?

Okay, it's great fun to share this little story with you all. So I finish here! Do leave some comment. :) Bye peeps!

p.s : Hey! Here I give you a clue : "He's not my ex-boyfriend! Really."

Thursday, June 24, 2010

another wacky evening

Sorry for the large number of drawings in this blog. I'm just in a mood of spilling my thoughts, ideas, emotions, and imaginations on my notebook pages, though they probably look meaningless. Well, but... it'll be nice if you can find the meaning of each drawing. Yes, actually they have meanings! If you've found one, please let me know, I'd love to read your comments :)

♥ vividblack

p.s : I just tried to open his facebook page. Oops I think that was a big mistake -- long time ago before this I had decided not to click and stare at his profile, but I just did it few minutes ago! Oh no!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Start A Good Day! ♥

Say Hi! Isn't he cute? :)

These are my tips to start a good day -- but you can also make your own tips. Do these after you wake up in the morning :

1. Thank God -- He has given you one more day of life :)

2. Say this to yourself : "This day gonna be a good day! I won't let myself feel down!"

3. Wash your face with cold fresh water! :)

4. Look at your face on the mirror, smile, and then say, "You look so great today!"

5. Drink pure water.

6. Drink tea. Feel free to choose any kind of tea you want : hot or iced, original or sweet, green tea or black tea...

7. Have a nice breakfast :)

8. Listen to your favorite playlist :)

9. Do a little exercise, feel the fresh air!

10. Do your browsing routine on the internet!(quotes, inspirational pics, etc.) :)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Sunset & Silhouette

Monday, June 21, 2010

Chocolate and Sweets ♥

My mommy's friend just went back from Canada, and she brought some chocolate bars and sweets for me and my sister. Maybe the last pic is a little bit strange for you. That's a pack of Kue Talas *well, I don't know the English name for it*. It smells good and is pretty delicious :) But too bad, I don't know where I can get it in Indonesia.

Sadness Eraser

scrabble picks

This is the first time I touch this scrabble set after I let it alone in my cupboard for few years. The box's surface's very dusty. Oh how I really miss the moment when I played this game together with my daddy. And nowadays I'm not interested in playing this anymore, but I'm sure I won't dump it like a rubbish. Instead, I'll use it for something else, like photography or art :)
And.. I'll glad to read your comments about the photos above :)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Shout-out! ♥

Menurut kalian gimana nih hasil gambar gue? Hahaha... Gue lagi demen nih gambar-menggambar random di buku kotak-kotak bekas gue SD. Dan..buat yang nggak tau, itu buntelan putih tuh marshmallow. Terus, tulisan "Hey, I Am Sweet!" itu shout-out dari si marshmallownya. Bukan shout-out dari gue! Kenapa gue bilang gitu, karena tadi pas gue nunjukkin gambar ini ke cici gue dia malah bilang gini, "Wooo, maunya! Maunya! Woo!"
Jadi dia kira tuh gue yang narsis, mau melambangkan diri gue sebagai 'sweet'. Padahal nggak lho, ini gue bikin bukan buat diri gue, melainkan buat siapapun yang ngerasa sweet tapi ga mau nunjukkin terang-terangan. Get my drift? :)

By the way, tadi pagi tuh gue udah ngerencanain mau beres-beresin lemari baju, siapa tau bisa ketemu baju-baju bekas yang masih bisa dipake. Tapi saking malesnya gue *maklum, euforia liburan* sampe-sampe akhirnya ga jadi juga. Soalnya gue undur-undur mulu sih, ujung-ujungnya ga jadi! xP Semoga besok gue nggak males lagi. Kalo males-malesan mulu, kapan gue bisa ngerjain tasks yang udah gue siapin?

C U in the next post, all :)

Saturday, June 19, 2010


001. Name: Vilda Witaria
002. Nickname(s): Vilda, Vivil, Vivid, Devil, Mphil, etc.
003. Status: Single Happy
004. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
005. Male or female: Female
006. Elementary School: Tarakanita GS
007. Middle School: Tarakanita GS
008. High School: *woops i'm just a middle school student!*
009. Smart: people say i'm smart, but i think.. not really
010. Hair color: very dark brown.
011. Tall or short: average :D
012. Loud or Quiet: depends on my mood
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans?
014. Phone or Camera: Camera. Can't live without it.
015. Health freak: what the..?
016. Drink or Smoke: neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone: honestly. yeahs.
018. Eat or Drink: both. :9
019. Piercings: no!!!
020. Tattoos: no!!!
021. Foods you dislike: pineapples.
022. Right or left-handed: right-handed


023. First Piercings: no...
024. First best friend: Cia-Cia and Cinta :)
025. First award: colouring competition!
026. First crush: my ex-bestfriend, when I was in grade 5 :)
027. First pet: goldfish!
028. First big vacation: *can't recall*
029. First concert: Carolus Day celebration at school, November 2009
030. First big birthday: *can't recall*
031. First big fight: see no. 026 *yes he's my arch-enemy*
032. First sport: swimming
033. First enemy: my tablemate when I was in grade 1 :D
034. First phobia: thunder!
035. First celebrity idol: a chinese actress *i don't remember her name*
036. First clique: ??
037. First bad impression: 'Nasty' people


038. Eating: currently? nothing (?)
039. Drinking: currently? nothing (?)
040. Listening to: Craig David - Insomnia
041. About to: writing
042. Waiting for: texts from him.
043. Wearing: t-shirt and shorts
044. Worried about: my future
045. Loving: of course God, mommy, sis, friends, and myself :)
046. Missing: my friends! who'll be my classmates in grade 8? I can't wait!
047. Planning for today: tidy up my wardrobe :P


048. College: university?
049. Silk: white
050. Cupid: angel
051. Pickle: nasty
052. Penny: Penny Sanchez! :D *Chalkzone!*
053. Stop: red
054. 777: so what?
055. Guam: hah? what/who is that?
056. Banana: Yellow
057. Debt: debt collector

058. Want kids: yes, but not now of course!
059. Want to get married: not now okaaay? :)
060. Careers in mind: IT programmer


061. Lips or eyes: both!
062. Hugs or kisses: hugs ♥
063. Shorter or taller: taller of courseee!
064. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic! :D ahaha
065. Nice stomach or nice arms: *have no idea*
066. Sensitive or loud: loud, and a bit sensitive
067. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
068. Older or younger: older!
069. Richer or poorer: richer! xP
070. Smart or witty: i love both.
071. Trouble maker or hesitant: mmm....
072. High maintenance or plain: plain :) ♥
073. Glasses or contacts: glasses ♥ ♥ ♥
074. Rigid or moody: oh neither.
075. Lots of friends or no friends: LOTSSSS!!


076. Kissed a stranger: what the hell are you talking about? of course no!
077. Lost glasses/contacts: no
078. Forgotten a password: yes!
079. Blacked out: no.
080. Broken someone’s heart: YES! woohoo :D
081. Been arrested: no
082. Seen a monster: what monster? xP
083. Ran away from home: nooo :)
084. Felt like dying: no
085. Killed an animal: ants and mosquitoes
086. Cheated: honestly yes
087. Cried when someone died: YES.. *depend*


088. God: YES
089. Yourself: yes
090. Miracles: nope
091. Love at first sight: nope
092. Heaven: yes
093. Santa Claus: NOOO!!
094. Fairies: no of courseee
095. Kiss on the first date: no
096. Angels: mmm... not sure.


097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yess :(
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: yess :)
099. Is Superman really better than Batman: no! batman is cool and mysterious :) hahaha
100. Re-post?: aha!

Friday, June 18, 2010

Creamsphere ~

pic 1 : my favourite chocolate biscuit with vanilla cream. delicioso :)

pic 2 : the detail of my blanket.

pic 3 : my old tissue box

pic 4 : an ethnic necklace from Bali my friend bought for me as a souvenir last year :)

And anyway, I enjoy watcing 2010 FIFA World Cup South Africa currently.  I fell in love with international footbal matches. Yerp, before this, I wasn't really into football. But now... here I am, every evening I log in to my twitter, and straight away have a discussion about the upcoming matches with my friends. Yes, even the girls are in love with World Cup too! :)

How about you? Do you love it too?

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Do not worry

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? "
"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." - Matthew 6:25-34

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Lollipop ♥

Another drawing I made in these few days. Since I don't dress up fashionably in my real life, I try to express my fashion passion by drawing. Let me describe a bit about this drawing :)
This girl is wearing brown suede boots, white tees, and pink dress. I like the detail of that pink dress : golden floral detail on the skirt and the big bow. :)

And... anyway, I went to Jakarta this afternoon, and had a lunch with family at a noodle restaurant at Muara Karang (well, the restaurant has no name/brand!). It's quite delicious.

P.S : I just love to use delicious foods as my photo objects :) Sorry for that. LOL

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Hiyaaa Buddies!

Sorry gue lagi nggak mood ngepost pake bahasa Inggris untuk saat ini, hehehe :)
Mulai dari mana ya? Oke, semalem tuh gue mimpinya horror banget, lebih mirip film horror daripada mimpi. Untungnya gue nggak jadi 'tokoh' di mimpi horror itu. Eh tau-taunya malah dia yang kebawa! Tapi dia bukan 'tokoh utama'nya sih. :D
Oh iya, kemaren tuh gue sama mami sama Wina ke Supermal Karawaci. Pertamanya tuh kita browsing-browsing buku di Gramedia, dan gue nemu banyak buku yang bagus tentang psikologi remaja. Maksudnya tips-tips buat remaja gitu. Nggak tau, gue suka aja baca begituan. Kalo novel gue suka, tapi kan ga lucu juga gue baca novel di sana berlama-lama tanpa membelinya :)
Trus liat-liat baju bentar di Matahari (padahal gue pengen beli baju, tapi mami kayak gak niat gitu, yaudah ga jadi beli). 
Baru abis itu belanja kebutuhan di Hypermart. Gue beli snack lumayan banyak, soalnya gue pikir gue sering garing sendiri di rumah gara-gara ga ada yang bisa dimakan :P
Serius deh mami tuh kemaren baik banget. Tumben. Haha nggak lah, mami gue tuh sebenarnya emang baik, cuma kadang cerewet. Maksud gue, mikirnya kejauhan. Masa iya sih gue disangka pacaran mulu, buka yang nggak-nggak di internet, atau apa. Kan gue juga tau diri *yaelah* hahaha. Mungkin itu tanda perhatian, tapi nggak tau kenapa gue suka kesel aja kalo terlalu digituin.
Terus yang paling gue suka dari mami gue itu, dia orangnya bisa diajak bercanda. Gue aja suka main ledek-ledekan sama dia, suka bercanda ini-itu, suka cerita-cerita yang lucu juga. Tapi ya, gue tuh ga pernah cerita tentang hal-hal yang terlalu pribadi sama mami gue, misalnya tentang cowok yang gue taksir, tentang rahasia-rahasia gue dan sahabat, atau tentang pacaran. Ya menurut gue sharing itu boleh, tapi gue juga berhak atas privasi, ya kan? Hahahahaa :D
Udah ah, kita sudahi post yang ga penting ini. Inti dari post ini adalah I my mom (seriously) :)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Dear You,

Mungkin kadang-kadang lo bingung menghadapi gue. Seolah-olah semuanya jadi ribet kalo udah sama gue. Gue ga nyantai, gue egois, gue bikin semuanya serba salah. Dan gue tau gue salah besar.
Gue cuma mentingin perasaan gue doang, tanpa mikir bahwa lo juga punya banyak beban pikiran. Tapi sebenarnya... Gue gak bermaksud bikin lo kesel, bikin lo merasa bersalah, atau apapun. Inilah gue, kalau gue merasa sedih, gue merasa harus melampiaskannya. Gue emang bodoh. Bodoh banget.
Gue gak bermaksud jadi beban buat lo. Tapi entah kenapa setiap perkataan dan perbuatan gue ujung-ujungnya jadi beban buat lo. Padahal gue ga punya hak atas kehidupan lo lagi.
Gue sendiri bingung dengan perasaan gue. Rasanya aneh banget. Kadang gue bener-bener merasa gak butuh apa-apa dari lo, tapi kadang juga gue merasa kehilangan diri lo yang dulu.
Jadi gue bener-bener minta maaf. Gue merasa bersalah banget sama lo, serius. Gue nggak tau gimana caranya supaya semua normal lagi, seolah kita gak pernah punya perasaan apa-apa. Apakah itu mungkin? Kita nggak pernah tau.
Gue berharap banget lo ngebaca ini dan ngerti. Gue gak mau ada salah paham, oke. Kita berteman seperti biasa mulai saat ini. Gue gak mau ganggu hidup lo lagi.
I'm so terribly sorry, once again.


Vilda ♥

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Say it aloud!

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People
1. "Without you all, my life wouldn't be like this! Thanks!"
2. "Let's live in peace ♥"
3. "I don't hate you -- I just often get angry with you :D"
4. "I'm damn much more active on twitter than on facebook :)"
5. "I don't care about my grammar - but tell me if I've made mistakes. DON'T JUST LAUGH!"
6. "Who cares about popularity? I don't! :D"
7. "I don't believe in what-you-called-as BFF!"
8. "Don't ever tell me lies! Especially if you tell bad things BEHIND me!"
9. "Happy holiday all! :)"
10. "OMG I love chocolate! ♥"

Nine things about myself
1. I love writing like crazy.
2. I hate backstabbers (and everybody does!)
3. Oh I love receiving comments! :)
4. I'm an 8th grader now!
5. Sometimes I'm so easy-going, but there's also a time when I'm serious.
6. Photography is my soul.
7. I like SMART boys!
8. I like to make friends with everyone.
9. Honestly I don't really like love quotes. I like LIFE quotes.

Eight ways to win my heart
1. Make me laugh!
2. But be smart!
3. Be active but charming
5. Oh yeah! Good sense of music! I like boys with music instruments :)
6. Love your family, okay?
7. Be a good boy, not only for me, but also for everyone (Y)
8. You mustn't be lazy. Keep doing useful things. And please note that I hate 24/7 gamers!

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Twitter
2. Japan, UK, France!
3. this blog
4. friends
5. oh! music!
6. photography.
7. the freakiness of my school-life

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. brush my teeth
2. smile at the mirror, then wash my face
3. turn on the Air Conditioner
4. turn off the lamps
5. thinking about him (always)
6. pray

Five places I want to visit
1. Paris
2. London
3. Tokyo
4. somewhere in Manado (maybe Bunaken?)
5. somewhere in Europe

Four things I'm wearing right now
1. black t-shirt
2. blue shorts
3. maybe underwear?
4. (OMG nothing else)

Three people understand you a lot
1. mom
2. sister
3. best friends of course

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Find someone whom I can trust and give my diaries to.
2. Traveling around the world (?) and help people

One confession
1. I'm not a good teacher.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Rockin' your room ♥


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