Sunday, February 28, 2010

Prepare yourself ! ♥

Get ready for another busy month.

God, the mid-term exam is on March 8th-12th 2010. Perhaps my mom will not allow me to use the internet connection during those days. Such a painful first week. How can I pass the exam without internet?? *dramatic tears*

Anyway, I've downloaded PHOTOSCAPE to my PC. It's certainly because I'm not patient enough to use Picnik. Since Picnik often causes errors on my PC. So here, I prefer offline-photoeditor which is easy to get, for free.
And I've got a YOUTUBE DOWNLOADER as well. Any video suggestions? Comment here. I'm really into videos now.

Cyber-life is easier if we have some helpful softwares, huh? :)

Little Blind Angel

Great job, Girl !

Recently, I'm interested in : violin. I love the moves, sounds, and jazzy look :)

Saturday, February 27, 2010

A moment to remember

Time flies so fast. My aunts are going to go back to Belitung tomorrow. Well, I think I've spent too much time alone in my bedroom, so I don't really enjoy my days with them. It's all my fault. I should say.
But lucky me, yesterday we had such a great time together at Supermal Karawaci. We dropped my sister on the music studio, then we did a window shopping. Had a lunch at Hoka Hoka Bento, and went home. YES, WE BOUGHT NOTHING. But I know I've spent a quality day with them. :)

left to right : mom, my cousin - Shellen, my elder aunt, my grandma, and my younger aunt


Hi, Pinky !!! 

Thursday, February 25, 2010


Setiap kali gue mengalami masalah yang kayak beginian, sahabat-sahabat selalu bilang “Sabar.” Yep, gue yakin, itu jawaban yang pasti selalu ada setiap kali gue curhat ke mereka mengenai suatu masalah.
Well, honestly, gue nggak merasa terhibur dengan kata ‘sabar’. Karena dalam masalah apapun, tanpa harus didukung kalian, gue udah berusaha untuk sabar. Tapi demi menghargai kalian semua, gue SANGAT BERTERIMAKASIH atas kesediaan kalian buat menghibur gue, meskipun cuma dengan sebuah kata, “Sabar”. Believe me, it’s from my deepest heart.

Dan terimakasih atas advice kalian, gue sangat menghargainya. Somehow yang namanya advice itu, walaupun kadang aneh-aneh, tetap aja berguna. Siapa tau bisa jadi masukan. At least lebih menenangkan daripada kata 'sabar'.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Strawberries Heaven



Monday, February 22, 2010

Tie Me Up !



Just bought them at WTC Matahari Serpong
well, they're not expensive.
but still, I love them ♥

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Had such a long day

1. Seminar Seksologi Remaja di sekolahan selama kurang lebih 5 jam. Dari jam 7.30 - 12.45. Secara keseluruhan sih seru juga ini acara, itung-itung menghabiskan waktu weekend gue. Daripada bengong gak jelas di rumah, mending gue dateng ke acara beginian. Setidaknya, menambah pengetahuan.

 She's Sashi :)


2. Selesai seminar, gue dan Wina memutuskan nongkrong di SMS, karena mami gue belom sempat ngejemput. Dia nungguin tante gue di bandara. Tadinya gue ngajak Imel dan Agnes, tapi ternyata mereka belom yakin. Yaudah deh, gue pergi sama Wina dan temen-temennya. Sialnya gue cuma berbekal duit Rp5000. Itu aja udah abis buat beli Conello di Farmers Market. Untung kemudian Imel dan Agnes ngasihtau gue bahwa mereka udah nyampe di SMS, jadi gue ninggalin temen-temen Wina dan gabung ama mereka -- ternyata mereka dateng sama Clara. Trus, jam 14.30, mami gue, tante gue, dan sepupu gue udah nyampe di SMS, jadi gue ninggalin girls dan makan siang bareng family. Hahahahaha... capek juga, pindah-pindah rombongan.

Deslyn and JW , Wina's friends

@Food Temptation , with girls

Dan besok, gue bakal pergi ke pesta kawinan sodara gue, di daerah Mangga Dua. Geez, I'm tired. But it's okay, at least I can take more photos. So, see you later... :)

Book Princess

Hi bibeeeeeh !

I was totally satisfied when I finished reading this novel . It was such a great fun , that even my teddy bear wanted to read it too :)
the ending wasn't very happy like I supposed to be , but it made me keep guessing what will be happened in the next book : Princess Mia , which will be the last book too . Alright, Princess on The Brink was the 8th book , and Princess In Training which I've read few weeks ago , was the 6th . Yes , school library had only those two books . But no problem , I can look for other books somewhere :)

Anyway , I just checked the price label on those books , and surprised that : an untranslated book with about 238 pages costs Rp110.000. God , it was only 238 pages . How about the untranslated version of Twilight Saga - Breaking Dawn ?

And suddenly , this thought comes to my mind :
"Should I write my self-written novel in english ?"
I mean , I even not in a suitable mood to write in Indonesian . Damn , but I'm not really good in English too . So here I am , confused .
Well , since I read those Princess Diaries series (not completely) .
You can say I'm westernized . But here I tell you guys , I'm a moody person , I'm always do something as long as it suits my mood . Okay , once again , I'M JUST MOODY . I I even don't know if tomorrow I'd change mind . Yeah , who knows ? :D

Wednesday, February 17, 2010


Alright. Nice to hear about you again. So, how are you, and your HER-ROYAL-HIGHNESS-PRINCESS mom? I hope you are okay. Especially YOU, with your school projects. SO NOW YOU'RE SMART !!! Glad to hear it !!

Thanks to say bad things about me -- that shows that you care about me. Thanks to blame me, to call me name, to say that I'm an animal. THANKS TO BE A JUDGE FOR ME.
Do you still remember our friendship 3 years ago? If yes, thanks very-berry much. But if not, I will thank you too. Yes! I don't wish you want to remember it. Come on, let's bury it! Hahahaa!

Hmm... but I think you're still handsome. And maybe I couldn't be your bestfriend again because I'm ugly, I'm insane, I'm freak, and whatsoever. BUT SO WHAT? I will never care! I'm not the same girl from your memory. I don't need you again, even you're HANDSOME, RICH, RELIGIOUS, AND most of all, INNOCENT.
I can't wait for your next words. Love them! But unfortunately, they can't hurt me, they can't make me down! And your gigantic mouth... can't stop me to be myself! Never and ever!

Oh, I've thinked about being your bestfriend again. But once you said NO, so let it be NO! Don't change your mind! I don't wish you to back!

And your PERFECT mom? Oh she's so beautiful now... like a BARBIE-DOLL. Why don't you ask her to be a supermodel? It's good to see her, stepping beautifully on the catwalk!

Uhm, well, send my greetings to her.

Oh yeah, bytheway, good luck with those bitches in your new school !


Tuesday, February 16, 2010

50 Silly Trivias about Vividblack

01. Who was your last text from?
my aunt :)

02. Where was your default picture taken?
my room (tee hee)

03. Your relationship status?
SINGLE (hell yeah!) ♥

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
yesss :(

05. What is your current mood?
*i have no idea*

06. How many siblings do you have?

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Wina Witaria

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Paris or maybe Tokyo

09. Have a crazy side?

10. Ever had a near death experience?
hmmm... I think the answer is yes.

11. Something you do a lot?

12. Angry at anyone?

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
NOTHING ! I will always go ahead !

14.When was the last time you cried ?
a week ago , I guess .

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

16. What do you think about as you are falling asleep?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mommy :)))

18. What is your favorite song?
currently... Jason Mraz - Lucky

19. What are you doing right now?
Here, answering this silly quiz.

20. Who do you trust right now?
God !

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
NumberSixtyOne @ Mal Kelapa Gading (I almost forget)

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
my sister. she's always near me.

24. Describe your life in one word?
energetic !

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
*no comment, it's secret!*

26. What should you be doing right now?
take a bath (??)

27. What are you listening to?
TV beside me

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
mom !

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
hmmm... nobody.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
sometime I need to do it :)

31. What is your natural hair color?
black (or dark brown?)

32. Who were the last people to make you laugh?
mom and sister

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
it's the same with no.25 . They refer to the same person.

34. What do you hear?
geez. now it's silent here.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

37. Do you have a best friend?
a lot

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
of courseee !!! :DDD

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

41. Are you happy with life right now?

42. Are you currently jealous?
not really :|

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?

44. What were you doing on friday night?
stay at home (what?)

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
sometime :)

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
honestly, yes

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
poison that caused my face turning red !

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
about 11PM

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
I've never had a boyfriend

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Gong Xi Fa Cai , Xin Nian Kuai Le

Ini baru sebagian


Bonus : a bar of Silver Queen !!


Happy Chinese New Year !!! :)

She's not alone



Gadget : Nokia 7500 Prism
White Balance : Normal
Effect : Greyscale

Friday, February 12, 2010

You should be inspired too.

I just finished reading this book, and found myself inspired. Gue Chicken Soup. Apalagi yang satu ini, kayaknya 'gue banget'. Gue bacanya bisa sambil nangis, senyum-senyum sendiri, terharu, dan dapet pelajaran berharga. Ceritanya macem-macem, ga cuma soal cinta. Ada tentang persahabatan (ini favorit gue), putus cinta, keluarga, musuh, masalah popularity, kepercayaan diri, dan sebagainya. Kayaknya sesuai banget dengan kehidupan gue sebagai remaja (cieeelah) yang penuh gejolak ini-itu. Kalo baca kisah-kisah di buku ini, kayaknya gue jadi tenang : ternyata gue nggak sendirian, banyak remaja lain mengalami hal sama dan mereka berhasil menghadapinya.

Title : Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul -- Sheila

Bytheway, gimana tentang pressure yang melanda gue itu?
Semuanya udah clear. So far so good. Thanks buat teman-teman atas supportnya. Gue nggak tau akan jadi apa masalah ini tanpa dukungan dari kalian.

Once again, THANKSSOOOO...


Saturday, February 6, 2010

It's my hometown !

Alam Sutera . Where I lived in for almost 10 years . ♥ See , how green is this residence ? :)

@Gading Serpong
I called this pic "Skylines"

how tall are you, dear ?

daybreak @ Jalan Raya Serpong .
Actually I have more than ten photos of Serpong CityView in my phone , but geez , I wouldn't let this post become a so-what-post . :)

Confusing Thingy

I've got a big red dot on my nose . I mean ... an acne , which is very annoying .
Actually I never worried about acne before . But hellouuuu ... I got a big one now ! It looked as if I've got a piercing . And it's terribly red that everyone could see it . How embarassing ! I can't stop cursing it !

I guess I'm going to wash my face more often . Or I might buy a face scrub :p

Oh anyway , I keep wondering about Valentine Eve . Should I give a chocolate to anyone special ? I mean ... mom , sist , besties , et cetera . But not him . Hahahahaha ...


Could you give me one ?


Thursday, February 4, 2010

What's New ?

1. Our teacher has rearranged 7A seatings . Now I'm placed on the 3rd row, and my tablemate is Stefan , which is kinda freak . :D The good news is : my ex-tablemate , Imel is placed behind me !

2. Religion : We have to sing free love song . My group decided to sing Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me . Oh nice ! :p

3. I just borrowed this book (written by Meg Cabot) from the school library . I didn't borrow the translated version , because I thought I need to enrich my English skill . And the story ? Nice . Not bad . :D

4. And I'm ... training hard to correct my spine . Did you know what I meant ? :p

Okay , write again later . Byeee !!! >>>>>>>>>>

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Rubbish !

Hoi , wake up ! Kalian ga boleh ngata-ngatain dan marah-marahin guru seenaknya ! Gue tau guru itu sering bikin kalian kesel (baca : amsyong) , tapi still , kalian ga punya hak buat ngomelin guru ! Mentang-mentang guru itu bukan termasuk guru killer ! Itu ga sopan , ui ! Mau jadi apa kalian ? Hahahahahah ... :p

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

The Best Thing In The World

You are my best thing I have in the world :) ♥

dedicated to my best friends : Imel , Agnes , Filia , Evelyn , Niken , Vania , Rahma , Inri , Feli , Marisa , and many more (I can't mention them one by one)

by the way , I just found that this blog is very inspiring and ... wow ! Hahaha ... enjoy !

Birthday Girl ♥

This person treated us (me and Agnes) a drink at school canteen . Holy great ! It's her birthday .

Semoga tambah cantik , pinter , gokil , baik , pokoknya all the best for you ! :D

Monday, February 1, 2010

Big Changes !


(just another random drawing made by me)

How smart ! I just read my diary from the first page , and found that I've changed so much since my primary-school-hood . Based on the words I wrote on the first-pages compared with today's words . Serious . Kalo dibaca-baca lagi , dulu tuh semua tulisan gue tuh isinya tentang sekolah , ujian , diejekin teman , school-trip , tokoh idola , cita-cita , niat untuk belajar main gitar ..

Dan sekarang ? Semuanya berubah . Udah mulai tumbuh tulisan-tulisan tentang jatuh cinta *cielah , genk yang nyebelin di sekolah , keinginan buat jadi pribadi yang menarik , doa-doa dan harapan , poems , dendam dan kemarahan , hopeless days , shit happens , dimarahin mami , kesedihan , kekecewaan ... Halah pokoknya hal-hal remaja lah .
See ? I've changed !! :)
I experienced such a big change in my life !

Apakah all things happened to me itu menunjukkan bahwa gue semakin menyerupai cewek remaja pada umumnya : girlish ?
Ah, kayaknya enggak juga deh . Gue masih tomboy kok , cuma nggak se-tomboy yang dulu . Gue hanya belajar untuk menjadi cewek yang apa adanya , bahwa pada kenyataannya gue mulai berusaha untuk merawat diri dan tampil menarik :)
awalnya sih bukan buat menarik cowok-cowok , cuma pengen memuaskan diri sendiri aja , hahahaha ... I DRESS FOR MYSELF . Kalimat itu tepat banget menggambarkan gue . Ada kepuasan sendiri dalam hati kita kalo ngeliat diri kita berpakaian menarik . Menarik bagi diri kita , walaupun belom tentu menarik bagi orang lain :)

And, shit , I guess I started to love PINK . Actually it's irritating -- my friends laughed at me : "HUH vilda, so now you love pink ? What the hell is it ? Since when ? Hahahahahahaha ... " ( they spoke indonesian , but let me translate it into english ^^ )
But I shouldn't care about it , yes ? They have no rights to forbid me to love something . It's my choice , gals .

Oh great , percayalah pada gue : GUE BUKAN CEWEK CENTIL !! :DD






We can't go any further

I'm trying to be your BEST-OF-THE-BESTfriend.
I can't be yours, so then I try to make you happy.
No, I don't decide to be your boyfriend. I just decide to become your BEST-OF-THE-BESTfriend, so we can spend time together without 'dating' status stuck on my forehead. It's enough to make you happy, right ?

But, hellooo..
You started to treat me like your girlfriend - oh what the hell is it ?
You disturb me everyday - ah you're so annoying .
You make me feel dizzy .
Can't you understand that my heart ... isn't for you ?

It has been almost 6 months since I fell in love with 'oh-you-know-laa'
Dear , I'm not a kind of girl who can simply forget her love and afterwards easily comes to her admirer
NO , that's not meee ..
So , please don't rush me to forget him .
You said that you LOVE me ( love ? is it true ?? a 7th grader can feel a TRUE LOVE ?? )
So let me go
Let me free
Let me feel happy

Well , if you can't forget me ...
Just remember what I said : YOU'RE MY BEST-OF-THE-BESTFRIEND, ISN'T IT ENOUGH ??


P.S : oh guys, this post is so 'rubbish' ! But mm , I just want to share this silly-thing with you . May I ? :)
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